Lord I thank you each night for all your blessings. I pray that you protect my wife and children each day and keep them healthy and safe. I thank you for watching over them and protecting them. I ask for your forgiveness for my sins each night lord, and that I go into each day and try to make it better than then last. Truth is I’m struggling lord. I’m not at peace. Well I hope for others, I have no hope for myself. I’m lonely, I’m depressed. I pray that you can have that one friend come into my life and is there for me and not when it’s convenient for me to be in their lives. At 45 years old, a man should have a few friends he can rely on, why haven’t I been blessed with this? You have given me so many blessings, can I be blessed with true friends?