I magnify you lord for you have opened my eyes and I AM GRATEFUL FOR WHAT YOU HAVE TAKEN FROM ME and forced me to see, I know that you have a plan for me!!!!! I'm ready god, I ask that you give me the STRENGTH to RESIST this evilness that i am falling weak too, DON"T allow the want for LOVE to cloud my mind. Please I am starting to understand what you have been saying to me, I Am listening, I am tired of fighting this fight I surrender myself unto you and I pray for wisdom and courage to not disobey because IT is SO EASY to stray from you....Father please I pray that the anger, confusion and hurt that my kids carry everyday father please ease that for them they are to precious!!!!! take that hurt from them allow me to carry it for them....bring the smiles and giggles back to them father please.... of all the burdens I hold I will carry with grace but the sorrow of my babies I can not bear father....Please restore the faith back into my house and give me the courage to keep it here and to resist any who try to take it from me (including my husband) because I see now that there is no greater blessings then the faith I'm searching for, finding, and seeing.....God thank you for ripping my life apart its just what I needed to bring me back to you, now give me the strength....to put it back together according to your word and your plan