God please help me get myself together, and get Josh to get his butt to turn himself in, I know its hard, but we need to do this or we are just gna destroy ourselves...we need help, we need money, and we need some good luck to come our way really hard and really some miracles to come att us, please help me, I want us to make it, I know he is good, and I want to be good, I beleive all we need is each other and we can be the good people youu want us to be, but we need some massive sstrenght right now that we dont have, and money from somewhere cus we are in way over our heads-pleaase God help me!!!!