Dear Lord I pray every night and I’m asking you in writing now to please take the pain away from John and the desire to try to drink it away. It has come between us I have been sober for 25 years now and I can’t do the brewed alcohol arguments And rudeness. As you know I have separated myself from him and the disease and I am so lonely without him lord. Please bring him back to the kind gentle and caring man that he once was. Please hear my prayers