please pray for me ...i was diagnosed with lupus...even though the doctors say it ...i know that God has the last word...thank you

i know the Lord and i love the Lord...He has brought me a long way...but at this time in my life my faith is being tested...it seems like things are going from bad to worse..on the outside i hold my head high and try not to let others see the pain that i am in... but inside i feel like im dyin inside and lately i just been questioning God and I feel like giving up my faith in Him. i guess i'm just asking for everyone just to pray for me in all aspects of my life...its goin on four years(on Thanksgiving) that i lost my mother to breast cancer ...she was my best friend and i grieve her everyday....I just need prayer...thank you