Linda. The Lord knows your heart. We are praying for you but you do need to talk to your son. Tell him your feelings. Let him know that you love and respect him and feel his love. Explain that being around people your own age will make you happy and a lot more comfortable. You are young enough to still enjoy life and witness to others about the gospel of Christ. I have 4 boys and I know they respect me because I tell them the truth and back it up with scripture. This may help him to get his life in order and his household. God sees everything, so he knows what's going on. Trust him.
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Megan read the book of John in your bible and it will help you to understand just how much God loves you. But first love yourself. You are worth it. Know that you are my sister in Christ and I love you because he asked for us to love our neighbors as ourselves. You are important to God therefore you are important to me. Sometimes rejections are good. It means God has a better plan for you. Seek him and ask for guidance. I know this works because he did it for me. He brought me someone who truly cares for me. It will come trust and obey God and he will set you free of worry and sorrow. Try to pray everyday talk to him. He hear you.