Today I recognize change in my life. I pray that God guides my family and I through the struggle that we are facing. It all may look good on the outside but on the inside I'm hurting and in pain. I need to be guided so that I may face these conditions head first. I thank God for my health, and for my children and my family and friends. I pray that the Lord will come into my home and break it, shape it, and mold it to be the way he sees fit. I've come to far to throw everything away.. I'm in a thinking mode that I feel in the long run I won't benefit from if I react on my thoughts.. I believe the best is yet to come, as God likes someone who waits patiently I'm awaiting with as much patience as my soul will allow. I ask you'll to pray for me the best way you know how. When prayers go up blessings come down. In the name of Jesus amen.. Be blessed in all that you do, and remember that Jesus loves you and so do I.!!