Praying for your family. Praying especially for the kids, may God bring them through it all.

Praying for your furbaby to completely heal. Never feed your furbaby bones of any kind.

I don't have any idea what you are going through. From my understanding. of your prayer, you are asking God to put you curse on him. Don't you realize that this curse will only come back to you double. I am sorry for your pain. Asking God to bless you.