My mother has renal failure, kidney failure for anyone who doesn't know, and we are having trouble with getting the finacial problems taken care of and so far they were saying that they would refuse to do some of the things that would help her unless we paid. I have been without my mother before because I was in foster care, and I really don't want to lose her to death. I know that we should rejoice when a loved one goes to be with our maker, but everyone knows that it is sad to lose someone. I have gone roughly 5 years out of my 16 without my mother and she was and has been the only one that I can rely on at times when I need someone there standing next to me. I have had trouble relying on God for helping me through my problems because of pride so I also ask you to pray that my pride doesn't keep me from the one who loves me the most. Thank you.