I feel scared, I know God never failed me but I hope he'll make grant my one and only non materialistic wish for myself this time.

Please pray for me that God and people would forgive me for all my sins.
I know I've been a bad person but it's not enough for me to suffer be tormented like this. I feel like I'm all alone in this cold, dark, miserable world.

I'm suffering from depression, I have a lot of problems lately.
I've been suffering from a yaer now, I have a lot of loses along the way. Maybe I'm strong but I feel like my shield is already breaking, my faith is breaking. Nothing would ever be okay again.I'm going through the roughest road in my life. lease pray for me, maybe you have louder voices and he can hear you.

I'm going through a lot of misery and problems right now, I feel like God turned his back on me... I know he did'nt but for once I just wish he wouldnt let me down. :(