Dear God (and all of you reading),
I'm lost. Thankfully, I'm not going through terminal sickness, or have a sick/dying family member. I have enough to eat, and enough to spend, and I cannot thank you enough. But I feel like I'm in trouble.
I know that this is probably insignificant, compared to all the troubles all the people in the world go through every single day, but I need your help. I feel lonely, and I loathe myself. I don't want to wake up every morning, think of every person I know and pick out ways in which they are better or luckier than I am. I don't want to envy, and I don't want it to take over me. I do not want to look at my reflection in the mirror and think badly of myself. I cannot make friends, I don't know how to make conversation, and it terrifies me, because I feel alone. I feel like someday I will end up alone. And I don't want to.
Please help me. Thank you for this life, and everything you do.