I am tired of being mom and dad, i feel like the only parent who cares for my kids,I would like prayer for forgivness and soften heart and the wisdom to keep going at times I feel like just leaving them here. wonder at times if I am being punished for having my kids without being married, I feel like God is not hearing me at times when I ask for a help mate, a partner. I am tired its been 18 years. I have not strength, and no love left I need prayer for my mind my happiness and joy to be replinished. So I can stop cryin at night alone. No more teras to cry