Please continue to remember me in prayer. Still dealing with the same things, only it does seem like things are starting to change.... I really need to learn how to deal with my emotions and learn how to be myself around others. I so often shy away and can sit in a room full of people and never breathe a word because of my fear of them and my fear of losing them if I say the wrong things..... This seems absolutely absurd to me and I can't stand that I do it, but I often catch myself doing this.
I just want God to help me in becoming who He wants me to be, being strong and bold, lacking fear. if God is for me, who can be against me? I know this.... I just need to practice and to feel this too. Please pray for me that I will receive healing and strength. And that my friendships will bloom rather than perish....as I often burn my bridges more than I do anything. I just want to belong and now I'm struggling....
Still dealing with the same issues... my dad is lost, and he got injured at work a while back.... he drinks a lot now and I don't think you can mix that with the prescriptions he's been given.... plus his wife. is on pain killers and I'm afraid he's taking those too.... I know he's in a lot of physical pain but I don't want him to fall down that road of becoming addicted.
And I feel like I'm so alone in this world. I know that God is there for me, but sometimes you just want a human to verbalize things to, ya know? And it's so much worse because I had a friend who actually was concerned about the situation, but then I leaned on her so much that it just annoyed her I guess because she hasn't talked to me in 2 weeks, unless I text her and ask her a question. And I know I said some things a month ago that I need to clarify, but it seems that everytime I try to talk to her it makes things ten times worse, and she's now really good friends with the girl who dislikes me.... I don't know how to deal with this!!! I'm sorry for what I've said, and I'm sorry that I leaned on someone other than God, but please pray that she will forgive me some how and remember that I am still wanting this friendship to work!!!! I have no other friends and I have no where else to turn. I know God is always there, He always has been....and I'm grateful for that. But I want my friend back and my dad to be okay.... Please pray for me.
My dad really needs prayer too. He's lost, and he's been injured at work and I'm really afraid he'll get hooked on pain killers....but the doctors are saying there's nothing they can do for him other than keep the pain to a minimum..... But God can heal him so please pray for him.
Dealing with a lot of things right now. A lot of issues with my family, and in my family, a lot of rejection I'm carrying around about my friend that I feel like I'm losing, having issues with people who don't like me giving me a hard time and all I want is peace.... I really need some peace and some prayer. I want to fully follow God and not worry about anything else, but it's like satan keeps trying to overwhelm me with personal issues that seem stupid but they really really affect me... And I have absolutely no where to turn! My only friend has just about completely quit talking to me because she is now bff with a girl who really could care less if I were on the planet..... and I feel absolutely alone. All I need is a friend and JESUS, of course. :)
I'm dealing with a root of rejection and I want HEALED! And the person I thought was my friend is now bff with a girl who doesn't like me....so I'm feeling really left out lately and it hurts. All I want is to be included and be their friend and in return have her friendship back..... It seems like a lost cause, but with God all things are possible. So, please pray for me.
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