Please pray for me!!! I need strength to go through a hard time!!! I want to battle my anxiety and Panic disorder!!! I don't want to live like this no more and i wish to find my strength in God!!!! I want to have a "normal" life again and enjoy the world around me, my family and friends.!!!

I have a mental problem for over 12 years now...i have panic attacks and anxiety!!! I learned alot about this sickness and i learned in the last year to live with it. I know i can not stop it, but i just want to be able to live with it. Please pray for me, to give me strenght, mental and physical power to manage that. I know the Lord is proud of me how far i came already and i am proud of myself. But there are always situations, which i am scared of and worry that take all my power.
Please pray foe me and my family, that i get the power to live with it and be able to stand on my own two feet again. Because this sickness i am dependent on a lot of people and i thank them for being there for me, but i am a growing women who want to be independent again to be a good mother and wife, for my family which i love with all my heart.

I am a German in the US!!! We just came here 6 month ago and not everything was working right till now. We decided to drive to our family soon. It will be a at least 18 hour drive and i have a 3 year old son. Not only that we have to give up everything we have to go there, just that what fit in our old car can go with us. This is the second time that i have to give up everything and start over. I love to do this to finaly have a decent life with my family, but it hurts. I know there are much worst things happen to people in this world, but i need all support from you to stay strong for my family. Please pray for us, that we will have a save drive and reach our family well and healthy.