This is my first time writing something here but I thought I needed something more. My mom has been sick for a long time and she seems to be getting worse and I lost my father in 2004. I am having hard talking to pretty much anyone about it. I have thought about a lot of things and I need help. I have friends but they don't know what to say anymore. I am stressed out to the max and was taken to the ER for a panic attack and I am still having a lot trouble and along with that anger. Please pray from my mom and I.