my name is lori.. im a single mom who is struggling to the point where I cant no more... im tired, overwhelmed, my kids fathers where never in there life.. I have bipolar 2 major anxiety/depression/ptsd/ ocd//// scared feelings all the time something bad is gonna happen.. I am on disability.. and need to go to a lot of doc appts... also have major back problems and knee problems,,, high blood pressure. due to all the stress that I have..constant worry to where it don't stop unless I sleep... and that's if I do sleep and the most that is 2 hrs a night... i live in a apt where my rent just went sky high like almost 1000.00 A MONTH...I don't even make that.. im about to get the eviction notice on my door.. cause i don't even make that much a month... my doctor wanted me in the hosp.. due to all the stress and anxiety and get me stable on my medication, but i cant. i have no family where i am. or anywhere for that matter. to watch her...and she has school to get to. i live in florida.. and the bus situation is terrible. i need a car so bad. i cry myself to sleep everynight, praying for a miracle for a car... my daughter has missed a lot of school. due to this and they don't care.. i live to far for her to walk but to close for a bus.... come to find out there r 4 register sex offenders living in the vicinity of my apt complex plus one in here.. and im just supposed to say at 530 in the morning for my 14 yr old to go ahead walk to school, and have that weighing on my mind and stressing me more out again.. if she would make it to school or not.. would i see her again oor not..... its awful i feel that i am at rock bottom.. i am so depressed. to where i feel like a zombie... i need to start packing /cleaning out my apt to move somewhere and don't even know where... and not even have a car to move i am in the worst situation , i cant stand waking up in the morning after the 2 hrs i slept.. with the panic . and the my heat racing as soon as my eyes open... anyone would be tired of it by now... anyway.. can you all please just pray for me and my daughter her name is haley, and mine is lori.... we need a miracle, and healing right now in the name of jesus.... need a car//in the name of jesus.....well God bless you all also who is praying for us.....thank you .......amen
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