I'm praying with you, I pray that God will let you know who it is soon. You are strong and I'm glad you are still waiting and not settling with just anybody. I pray you look forward to each new day with a sense of hope and joy.

Im sorry you're going through such a difficult time right now and I'm glad that you came here for prayers. Hang in there don't forget God loves you and wants the best for you, i know that sounds cliche and easier said than done but I truly hope that you know deep down in your heart and soul that God is for you so that you can free yourself of the weight of all the problems you are going through and give it all to HIM.
I pray for comfort, strength, peace of mind and good health for you and your dad. Please don't forget to take care of yourself, God bless you