dear god, yesturday i had lost my job for a bizzare reason. please watch over me and bless me with open doors. i just wish once in my life things would go right. you and i both know that im trying to clean up my act and the things i do. im trying to get my life on track. it's really hard to do because i take one step forward, and two steps back. please just watch over me and help me make the right choices.