You are more than enough. You are too good for him and that life. God is rescuing you its just hard to see through the pain right now. Read the Bible do a bible study stay in prayer and follow his path for your life do not be led astray by the wants of the flesh. His way is always better than ours

No one is to be your life above God. Keep him as your focus you will see through this heartache you are being led to something much greater