I got out of one toxic environment where my mother was being abusive towards me and came to live with my fiance and his family. The other day I was accused of breaking the stovetop when I hadn't even used it in over 3 weeks. There are 5 other people living here including 2 teenage boys who have free reign of the house while I stay in our small one bedroom most of the day, only coming out to use the downstairs bathroom and make some dinner. But I have only used the microwave and the oven because it's too hot to use the stovetop. I feel like I'm being falsely accused. Then my fiancé's mother came upstairs and started yelling at me and said she never wanted me here and it's only because they're doing me a favor and I had better just shut up or find someplace else to go if I don't like it here. I'm trying so hard to not get in anyone's way but it feels like I'm an unwelcome guest and they're doing whatever they can to force me out again, just like my mom did. I have nowhere else to go and I have too many physical problems that cause me constant physical pain limit my ability to do things like drive. I try to help out but it's never good enough. Looked after all of the pets while they were on vacation and they still hate me. I work constantly from home but it's still not enough to cover all of the bills and I don't see how we're ever going to be able to get a place of our own. I feel lost, hopeless, and abandoned. I just want to die because I'm so worthless. Lord, please help me. I can't do this anymore. I'm just a huge mistake of a human being. Please send my suffering. I don't want to do this anymore. Make it stop.

I don't want to live anymore. I'm a failure and a waste of space and everyone hates me. Nothing will ever get better. I can't take it anymore.

Lord I need help and guidance. I received some unfortunate and upsetting financial news and I will be unable to pay my rent or my health insurance next month. I haven't been able to take care of myself because I'm taking care of everyone else but I am hurting physically due to my disabilities getting worse and my anxiety and depression has been awful. I haven't been able to find a job that I can do. I'm losing faith and worried I will be homeless and have no care for my physical pain. I am exhausted and contemplating suicide.

Praying for financial breakthrough/job offer to come through. Things are getting bad and I need to find a way to keep my insurance and rent paid. My disability is getting worse. My fiancé's mom has a cancer surgery coming up and my fiancé's nephew broke his leg. Pray that the Lord heals and provides for me and my extended family. Amen.

My fiance really needs a win right now. Ever since October of last year when he was informed about losing his disability, he's gone into a spiral and his mental health has declined considerably. We have been appealing and fighting for over 6 months to get it back with no success so far. He left his church and turned against God because he feels like God has forsaken him. His pet ducks were also killed brutally by something. Our relationship has severely deteriorated. Even if it means we can't get married, he needs his disability reinstated.

My fiancé has been depressed and in pain ever since SS cut his disability payments and insurance. We've tried filing appeals but no luck. He's lost faith in God, he barely talks to me. I feel like he doesn't love me anymore. I'm losing him more and more everyday and I don't know what to do. God please don't abandon Daniel, if this is some kind of test, he's suffered enough! Please help him. He is in pain physically and mentally and spiritually.

God, please come alongside my fiancé Daniel. He is struggling so much to get from one day to the next, since his disability and health insurance was taken away and our request for appeal was not honored, he is getting worse and worse every day. He's not taking his medications as he should because some of them are over $300 a month. His stolen identity and the money that was taken from his savings account has still not been returned to him by the bank. He still mourns his pet ducks who were all slaughtered in the night. He feels personally attacked in every way from the universe. We need a miracle God. Divine intervention. His faith in you is dwindling, he feels hopeless, I'm afraid he'll try to hurt himself again to end the pain. I am trying to help him however I can but he feels like less of a man to accept help and worries he's taking too much. I can't even think about anything wedding related if I don't have my love by my side.

Prayers needed for my fiancé Daniel. He has undergone many trials recently that have broken him and shaken his faith in God. He feels angry and abandoned by God. He lost his disability and medical insurance, all 4 of his pet ducks were slaughtered in the middle of the night, he had a nervous breakdown, and someone stole his identity and drained his savings account of $3,000 (which the bank still hasn't given back to him in over 4 months.) I have been in his shoes before, but I'm trying my best to help him through and hope that things will get better, but he is so defeated and feels worthless and unloved by God.

I am asking for prayers for my boyfriend Daniel. Someone hacked his bank account and stole $3000 from his savings. He works very hard and doesn't have much, he was saving up to get an engagement ring and an apartment for us to start our new life together Lord. Now his faith is shaken and he is feeling defeated. He's very stressed out. His health has not been good recently. He has been having dental problems and breathing problems, he hurt his foot which is taking a long time to heal. Please Lord provide for us during this time. Help me to show Daniel he is not alone and forsaken. Give him guidance and support, Heal him Lord, body, mind, and soul. Help me have the strength to hold him up when he is weak despite my health problems Lord and help me find a job so that I may help support him financially in some way.

I am asking for prayers for my boyfriend Daniel. He is very stressed out right now trying to work as much as possible during Coronavirus, maintain the church he helps run, take care of his family, and keep his relationship with me. I do whatever I can to help him and love him and take care of him, but he is dealing with a chronic illness and trauma on top of everything else and is burnt out. He's trying his hardest to plan a future for us together, but I worry about he's holding too much in and splitting himself too thin. I pray for guidance and strength and peace of mind and body, that his boss would truly appreciate him and the sacrifices he is making to fulfill his work schedule, I pray for hope for the future. Amen