I am so depressed I don't want to feel this way but if I could find a way to do it I would totally end it all I can't take much more I really can't I just don't understand why I always have to go thru all this bad stuff all the time why dosent god listen to me anymore am I really that bad of a person that I can't him to listen to me I have been without a job now for 2 weeks I have filled out numerous applications and I get nothing I am going to lose everything I have and I have no way out except one then my bills will be all over and I won't have to worry anymore