I just feel like I'm losing myself in highschool. I don't feel like I know myself or God anymore, I feel like I'm floating. I want to be home with God, and to do good, but my brain always feels foggy (I have some ADD) or heavy (and a little bit of anxiety and depression), and I feel so weighed down and broken and exaughsted and powerless. I'm also about 60 pounds overweight, which has been a great burden on me for the past five years or so. Trying to decide if I should homeschool next year and try to get my health and center back, or if God wants me to stay in school and keep trying to work through it and do good. Family issues, friend issues, ect... It all feels like a lot right now. Please pray, I know I'll get through this but I just want to start seeing the Light again.