PLEASE pray for my loved ones.. ALL of them, but pray especially hard for my sister-in-law who has found herself in a battle with her life that not only has she been finding it impossible to gain ANY ground only finding herself sinking even further, faster than ever as well as those of us who love her so dearly are witnessing and standing in our truest and most powerful form as close to her side as we can believing with and for her in faith, love, hope, and awesome power of the Lord! At this same time please pray for myself for I find myself also facing my own hole of despair, and am scared for this intense sense of hopelessness that not only have I found it nearly impossible to run away from but have also been noticing its become stronger and as it does I seem to take the latter and feel I grow weaker. Life is hard enough as it is then throw an extremely sensitive and passive Emo in the mix and you find yourself with a recipe for despair and disaster. Praise GOD! Amen...}i{