I have been alone and struggling now for 8 years. I have no family and no support system, I am a hard worker but there is no work and so I am without the basic essentials like heat, food etc. I am constantly praying for a break and yet nothing has come. It is getting to the breaking point, I have nowhere to go and am unsure how I will survive. I have been so isolated and even in my faith I still do not see a way to get away from this place I am in, I have suffered endless unkindness from supposed friends...it is like a living hellish nightmare that will not end. And this is so strange since most of my life was until recently was full of loving friends -- i am not able to work now that I am healing from surgery and no one is here to support me