I believe my spirit is dead or dying. I have done wrong in the past, and it has taken its toll on me. My heart feels guilt that I don't want to bear. I no longer feel like pretending for people. I don't want to worry people,and this post is not a pity party. It's the truth. I want prayer that God will fix my wrongs. I'm blessed. At this moment, I am at peace. But I can feel that I'm not all here right now. I keep thinking about God resurrecting Jesus from the dead. I will appreciate your prayers. Thank you so much.

Please pray for me. Please. My feelings are too controversial. Many will not understand. Sharing only makes others angry. I feel so alone. I am going into a shell. Please pray for me. Please.

Ive told some horrible lies. I pray God gives me the platform to correct them. But I will need help in telling the truth. I don't want to be judged. I already feel so alone. But being judged may b inevitable. For goodness's sake, I want to correct the lies.

I'm so scared. I've done wrong in my life and afraid of reaping it. I feel so alone. So scared. I've been straightening my behavior, but now I am left to think about things. No running away this time. Please pray victory for me in Jesus name. I don't want Satan to prevail. I want God to have me. I want to be His. I want Him to protect me. I want doors to be closed to the enemy.

I've done wrong. God knows how. It haunts me. Things people think of me haunts me. Keeps me from living the life I feel God wants me to. There are chains of self destruction, shame, guilt, low self esteem and condemnation. I'm so scared. Feeling like with the potential I have, I've messed everything up. I need to be comforted by God. Oh, how I need that. I need to be free from Satan's hold or any hold not coinciding with God's lobe. Please pray for me. I know God loves me, but oh am I having a hard time believing that fully.

I'm in need of prayer. God knows who I am. I feel like my life is over. Like nothing good awaits me bcuz although all have sinned, I believe I willfully did and God has no reason to help me. I believe that bcuz I was raised in a Christian family, I knew better and God may not bestow the same mercy on my as He does for others bcuz I did this all to myself and I don't even know exactly why. I believe I'm more wretched than others. I'm so scared bcuz I have so much potential, but God would be just in leaving me in this pit I have put myself in and I hate to admit that