I'm in need of prayer. God knows who I am. I feel like my life is over. Like nothing good awaits me bcuz although all have sinned, I believe I willfully did and God has no reason to help me. I believe that bcuz I was raised in a Christian family, I knew better and God may not bestow the same mercy on my as He does for others bcuz I did this all to myself and I don't even know exactly why. I believe I'm more wretched than others. I'm so scared bcuz I have so much potential, but God would be just in leaving me in this pit I have put myself in and I hate to admit that