In 2013 My Husband and I where in the middle of having our new Log home Built In NC. while our Daughter Crystal was going to Collage in North Ga . I ask her several times to move with Us but she was a 20 year old and wanted to stay in Ga with her Friends as she also got the Hope scholarship with her outstanding grades. she also was in ROTC and after she finished High School she went right into the Marines she was so Happy about that til she feel Asleep on Rife watch they found out Our Daughter had a sleep disorder and could not stay awake so she was sent home 3 weeks out before graduation she was so broken and after months she was able to go to work then to College in north Ga . seem to be doing so well then one night she called me it was a Thursday and said Mom God is so Great I got a really good Job I shall tell you when I am working it . she also told me she was going to a party with a Girl Friend and the gals Boy friend Friday Night which was May 3rd I ask her not to go she said Mom I will be alright you worry too Much as I always told her Moms do that. I had a sinking in my heart about her going with her friends to that party . well I had no Ideal that the 2nd Of May 2013 would be the last time I would ever hear her voice . she said that maybe she would be home for mothers day with me well it Happen she came home in a Casket, I had to lay my one and only Daughter to rest the Day before Mothers Day . I wanted to die and a piece of me did for 3 Years, I almost lost my mind . I could hear the Devil saying you left her in Ga its your fault . I blamed Myself for years for moving away to NC . I now know it was going to be whatever it was going to be Cause God is in Charge Oh how I just wished I had been Taken instead of her for she was young and Beautiful and had her whole life ahead of her , it was in Gods Plan to take her then he knew what was to become of the life of Crystal and saved her from what ever it was, that could have been much worse. I prayed so hard for God to help me and got on my knees everyday I screamed everyday and about went out of my Head , with Gods help he said I shall not forsake you child be still and Listen your Child was always mine before she was Yours and I needed her Back , you will see her again one day Just know she is in a Beautiful place called Heaven and is watching over you . I thank God for loving me and saving me from doing something that I would have regret the rest of my life . I have a loving Husband who prayed for me and all of our family and friends . I know God is with me this Day and everyday, I am truly thankful he lives within my soul cause he saved me from the Devils Curse . I thank God for all his beautiful Gifts the Gift of life and the gift of giving birth of that beautiful Baby Girl my Crystal of life and he had to take her back for he needed another Angel in Heaven and a warrior to help save all from war here on earth. I am Blessed to be able to share my story and I pray that if anyone feeling the pain I did will find the strength to Live again through Jesus Christ Our Lord!