I understand what you’re going through and I will pray for you. I don’t normally like to share my story with the public but I am 38 like you and I am unemployed. I live with my folks and I have some serious health issues. Feel free to email me and we can be pen pals and I can share more with you as we go along. Cmrwrite@aol.com. One saying that comforts me is This Too Shall Pass. And my favorite Bible verse is Jeremiah 29:11. God bless you. God has a plan...trust him and He will greatly bless you...we never know where life is going to lead us. It’s really hard to wait. I know.