Flossy dear girl you are good enough - whatever the humiliation you can overcome it. Your strength is within. To suffer all those years dearest child of God- you aren’t meant to live life this way- show your last post to your doctor - please - it is their job to help you . You must have heard the saying “a problem shared is a problem halved”- share your problem with a trusted professional or friend please Flossy. God does not show himself to us- he is within us and he loves you and is within you- find him and his strength and love within you. I hate to think of you being so sad and suffering all this time - you CAN change your life but you must take the first step dearest Flossy. I pray for you and your troubled soul but you have a pure heart and God knows this. 💕

Flossy God has given you all you need to change this life - look inside of yourself for strength to help yourself out of this situation. Ask for help too- ask your family even if they have refused to help you previously- ask again- ask the kindest person you have met to help you and if nobody helps you to overcome your addiction and to change your situation then there is one person that can help you. That person is YOU. Please take the first step to get out of this unhappiness. If I was there I would take you to rehab and support you when you came out but I’m not there and we don’t know each other - I care about what happens to you. You are important in this world. You are worthy. Please seek help. Dear Flossy I hate that you are sad, please try your best to save yourself and trust me God is with you but you just can’t feel his presence because you are in such dispair. Pray and he listens. I pray for you now Flossy.