I am so depressed. Sometimes, I just want to die, but I just can’t because I fear God. I wanted to end the pain. I failed in everything that I do. I don’t know where to hold on. I feel so alone, It seems like my prayers are unanswered. I feel so bad about myself... I don’t have anyone I could talk to, but God alobe, but it seems like God is silent and distant. I’m going insane

I’m having sooooo muuuch troubled. I’m so weak. I coudn’t contain my tears. I was not chosen in the job I am applying for. I’ve waited for 4 months, hoping that I could be chosen, but I feel so frustrated. I applied for many jobs, but still there is no progress. I’m losing hope, I’’ getting discouraged. I am thinking that God has a better plans for me, but I can’t control my emotions. I’m crying every night.