I had someone else suggest I go to a dating site, and then I got convicted by church people for that and told to wait on the Lord that he can meet every need. So now I'm just like stuck not knowing what to do or which is God's will to look or be still....
Seeking prayer from my brethren in Christ Jesus. I know God hears my prayers but he said to pray for each other and lift each other up so I ask you guys to lift me up in prayer to be encouraged to hear from God and to be filled with hope again. I feel as if I am drifting away. Thanks everyone
Praise God. Healing is real, deliverance is real, it's happening. He took off some of those grave clothes. Hallelujah. What made the difference is surrender and belief. I was being prayed for at the altar and I had doubt, and I said you know what Jesus if this is you I accept it, I'm tired of scoffing, have your way Jesus. And I felt it, it felt strange at first. I felt heavier, my steps were funny, my body was different. I felt something I can't articulate. But my doubt I think was hindering me before and my lack of surrender. I couldn't be healed because I was busy being whole, hiding my insecurities, the wounds in my soul. Scared to show my bleeding soul because I needed to be full of the approval of others. Scoffing at what I didn't understand and couldn't believe and too prideful to admit that my understanding wasn't complete and thought my relationship with God was superior. I am now way more comfortable being me than I ever have been, I know there is more to come. I know it this is just a taste of the freedom. I believe help my unbelief. Hallelujah. Praise God, he is good.
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