My divorce was 6.14.21. I didn't want it although I knew it was the best thing for me. I am suffering with ptsd and trauma bonding. Its so hard to be in love with someone so neglectful that changes from you being the love of his life to walking out no contact or anything. I know I'm just not right and I need prayers and help.
My divorce happened a month ago...my grief is so much.
Its good to be out of the abuse my wholeness feels the freedom. And yet I miss him being here for dinner...sleeping here at night. He stayed around until one day last week I asked if we might work it out. He grabbed his stuff and left....blocked me from any kind of contact ...no body knows how unexpectedly and abruptly this happened so my heart hurts...and yet I miss him??? Why how can I love him still so much?
Restoration...a lot of my relationships I do not want to be restored...restored to me is where we left off. I want all those past things to be forgiven...I want to move forward in to newness and wholeness....not filled in and covered up...bandaged wounds I want healed delivered made new!!
Amen!
What is this situation? Why would you be concerned...?
This entered my spirit as soon as I opened this. God does not send us a man who belongs to someone else...
If you are anxious and concerned about missing his contact 1 day....look for I am scriptures and start reading who God says you are....because the right mind and the right man would not give you anxious and uneasy thoughts. Remember when you want no one more than your relationship with God. He will deliver unto you a partner that seeks Him with you.
In Jesus name. Amen
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