1 Corinthians 13:11-13
11When I was a child, I spoke and thought and reasoned as a child. But when I grew up, I put away childish things. 12Now we see things imperfectly, like puzzling reflections in a mirror, but then we will see everything with perfect clarity. All that I know now is partial and incomplete, but then I will know everything completely, just as God now knows me completely.
13Three things will last forever—faith, hope, and love—and the greatest of these is love.

Just some words of encouragement for you my sister in Christ. I’ve faced similar family problems with my mom but these verses always encouraged me to keep on loving her even when it hurt to do so. One thing I can tell you from experience is that there is always light at the end of the tunnel if you’re willing to search for it, no matter the cost. Much love to you darling, God bless❤️