Sorry to bother but I am struggling with living unholy. I see all these beautiful testimonies of Christ and I do not understand how it was so easy for them. I feel like God hates me because I am lukewarm. I am struggling with many sins, not even "struggling" just I have a lot of them and I don't know if God can change me. Nothing works, nobody can do anything at least that is how it feels. Here are some major sins, not all of them, that I need to change from: Porn, Homosexuality, Lust, Idolatry, Hatred, Unforgiveness, Dishonoring parents, Anger, Selfishness, Pride, etc.

Prayers for my cousins’ neighbors, on their street the dad strangled the mom and then the dad ended his own life. Pray for the family and the daughter and son, that they will find Christ