My Dearest papa God July has been so hard for me two surgeries and both back to back I can’t do this alone I, me the sinner needs you so much I can’t do this I really want to be dead I see what my mom went through with that unforgivable cancer this pain Jesus help me heal remove every side effect are happening due to these surgeries I can’t do this alone.. ma I miss you so much I feel your pain which was worst then mine now I understand why you was preferring to die.. Papa God I have no one I only really have you help me please💔😢

Papa silent prayer request is needed please papa let your will be done 🙏🏻IJNIP Amen

Papa these thoughts are not of you rebuke them there are evil and not pleasing to you….I need you papa help me accept things the way you created it to be good and bad it hurts more then I show wish I was six feet under ground and that alone isn’t pleasing to you talk to me walk with me help me understand it all.. IJNIP Amen

Papa please forgive me on what I did please release me with my demonic ways and these thoughts that aren’t pleasing to you help me walk with you for your glory only let your will be done I need you my God help me with my silent prayer I beg of you.. IJNIP Amen