God please heal my life. I became so far away from you. I want to be closer to you than ever. I know i’m not the best, but i know that you can still help me. Give me the motivation, give me the happiness, give me the joy. Currently in life right now life is going horrible i’m mean to people, i can’t control my anger, i’m sensitive. Today at school one of my closest friend told me that we aren’t cool anymore she said that I gave her attitude and rolled my eyes in her, and when I tried talking to her she told me to shut up. God if that happens for me to do this it’s worth the lost. I deserve better either way i’m kind to everyone, i don’t even roll my eyes. For me to be mean to you you have to annoy me but even if you don’t i would still be because i can’t control myself. God i need help with controlling myself. So what she’s not cool with me i don’t need her, but my friend is her bsf so i lost 2 friends today! God give me the strength. I trust you with my whole heart, i hope you can forgive me for my sins, i know i always say this but this time please don’t ignore me! I love you!