God, I feel like I am drowning in a sea of emotional chaos. I need your help, Lord! I need to have faith to keep on going. I have so much going on in my head ever since Dad took his own life 2 and a half months ago, I feel like I am all alone. I know you are here and I pray all the time, I feel lost. I am asking for patience, healing both emotionally and mentally. Hear my prayer oh heavenly Father!!! Amen