I just went through an emotional event...lost my grndpa...friendship issue...having ear problem....now my ear is so painful...i hope i can restart my life...really restart...taking care of my health..hope to get well soon...and focus on my study...n be with loved ones than to spend in a heartache situation.

God, i just tired of everything...i noe my younger brother was unhappy with his exam's result...he was expecting better and me too...things were not went right for us, God...i lost in this world...seems all my coursemate hate me and i dunno y...i dunno what to do....i'm not expecting anything anymore for 2011...i even hate christmas already.....i just hope theres miracle...and we will find our way

Pls pray for all of us who wanna be a better person...it may look small & unimportant but it really mean to us who had done so many wrong 4 entire living...we really wanna make up to life...being better in every aspects...to God, to family, to lover, to friends, to animals ...everything...

i hope i can change to a better person hurmmm...

i dunno why so much bad things happened to me in rows...am i so unlucky? or its payback time from God? i just hope things will be better...

i come to the stage of life wher i see only failure...i tink tat my strength had worn off...i'm tinking of quit studying(university)...='( i wanna be sttrong but its so hard~i have 4 years 2 cmplete studies...im juz at my 1st year n i already being in a 2 months of non stop stress~i wanna quit studying bt i noe tat studying so i cud gt good jobs 2 chnge my family's fate~ pls pray 4 me 2 b strong n patient ~~n tat lyf gonna b btter....tq..tis means a lot 4 me