Dear God, You know what is in my heart, I pray that things in my life could go better, I am grateful for everything that you gave me, but you also know the heart ache that is in my heart. I pray for the heart ache to go away so that I don't have to smile and pretend that everything is okay, and deep down inside me I am crying. How long still do I have to battle? I know that you have a cause with everything in life. Please help me to see what that cause is! AMEN