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Andora
Andora Henson
Andora
Andora Henson
Jun 26, 2014

Prayer Request

would you all, my praying friends please pray for me? I had a scary situation, and i am having a hard time shaking it. on sunday when i was getting ready for church i had a "temporary stroke" or TIA. praise God there is no residual neurological damage. i was in the hospital 3 days i think, and my blood pressure continues to fluctuate from the very high to somewhat low which affects the blood sugar as well and it is all sort of scary to me. but more than that, i worry that i haven't prepared my children well enough, one has special needs and i wonder what will happen to her if anything happens to me, and how will my husband cope? my adult son who doesn't call often, will he feel guilty? i know he is just being a 20 something and there is nothing wrong with that, but will he know it? will he think he didn't call enough or visit enough? how do i let him know i know he loves me without sounding all weird and dramatic? what about my sisters; they have all suffered such loss and i can't stand the idea that my passing would cause them more suffering or sadness? i worry for my friends and family because as scary as death seems sometimes to me, i know i would be with Jesus, but those left behind have to deal with the hole that is left when someone you love leaves this world. some of my sisters and other family members are still mourning the loss of other loved ones years later and i'm helpless to "fix it" for them. i know God loves us and He has a plan, but i don't understand that plan some days and even though i know i'm not supposed to, i feel afraid sometimes- will you pray that God will help me stand against the spirit of fear and worry please. i know God has not given me a spirit of fear but of power, love, and a sound mind. I know ii'm not supposed to worry, but sometimes i do. and i feel frustrated because i seem to have no control over this mortal shell and how it acts- i can't seem to control the blood pressure by meditating, praying, or medicine. i just need my Abba Father's peace and hope. please pray for that, would you?