please pray for me and randy that god restores are relationship better than ever. That randy returns to the service of god and marries me...I have always prayed for this ...Love and praise Jesus!

please pray that god keeps giving me strength to deal with the man I love while he is going thru a mid-life crisis and post traumatic stress syndrome. pray for his salvation. pray god fixes all of this and makes us man and wife serving god. thank you I hurt so bad...

Dear Heavnly Father, I come to you in the name of Jesus. I understand that obedience is required and that doubt is like disobedience. give me the strength to get though this hard time. I love you and I love Randy who I have lived with for 17 years. I love you more though, even if right now my heart is breaking. Give me the strength to follow your will thru this storm I love and trust you. I await your wonderul works and hope my suddenly is what I have always wanted. Marriage to Randy.