i am quite antsy and anxious about someone...someone that I truly care for. i hope that this person would somehow know how i feel without me having to say it out loud. i am particularly frustrated with the fact that we're so much apart yet so near with everything that we share. i am truly overwhelmed but i am tryna manage. i just need more opportunities to prove worthy of this thing. i pray for strength and perseverance...and i pray more for guidance.