praying for perseverance and guidance. i'm finding it hard not to feel bitter by the recent turn of events. too early to tell for sure, but just the same, i can already imagine the hurt this will cause me. i want to be happy for him, but at the same time, sad to know that there goes my chances. or it's such a slap on my face to realize that i never had any chance at any time. right now, i want to get rid of this nagging feeling in my heart. it's making me cloud my judgment and makes me all glum.
i need guidance. i need to get over this.fast.i cant do it on my own. please...i pray for patience.