This morning I would like to request a different prayer. I would like to pray that God continue to listen to me thru my prayers and that I can clearly understand and feel his/her presence when I am in silence. btw, Lord..give me silence and those around me too. Too much noise. I sure need to learn how to manage my ADHD so that I can focus on the things that are important to me, that which I truly desire that requires focus and hard work. I have always felt a need to make changes, heal in my life so that I can not only find my truth and respect others truths but so that I can be a GREAT mom, great daughter, sister, friend and stranger. It has been hard putting myself 1st, which has only lead me to being unhappy..and with all the great changes so far, I am pleased. I give thanks to God for all the ways he has brought wisdom into my life. I have a brother whom I adore and is sick, kids who are sick, family who is just so miserable and loves to spread that "joy" around. Letting things go has been hard, so this prayer is not just for me to let go and be happy but so that I can be happy and set an example and spread my "joy" and love to those who I love and who I know need it. Give me silence, help me to stop talking like ppl care, cuz they really do not... they only want to hear what will benefit them... and now, so do I. Help me understand!!! Dear Lord... embrace me. Amen.

Ps, please send many angels to watch over my brother Sid.. he is a Police Officer now and can be very dangerous.. bless his heart and his life, keep him safe always... protect him and give him wisdom and intuition to help him help himself. I love you. Amen again.