1 Corin 13:4 Love is patient and love is kind. Well sometimes it can so cruel. Thats how it feels to me. Dealing with the memories of the past are hurtful especially with ones of my ex. I feel so trapped by them and by her. I'm trying to hold my head up but i feel so weighted and alone right now. i want to be free of this madness, confusion and pain. I have more pressing matters in my life than her and of the memories my past mistakes in "falling in love" some as recent as last week. I ask God to continue to be with me and to show me love. I'm just tired of the run around and the lies and the pain.