Dear Lord, Im trying to understand why things have turned out the way they have. I just wish they could have been different. I really want that boy to see your ways and be a man of you Lord, but Im gonna move on if where ment to be your gonna see that it happen so, Im putting trust in you I should have from the begain but im bull headed and though i could push in a long faster and Im sorry for that I have seen that is dosent work and your gonna see me through to the best. I pray you give me the strength to keep going and move on with my life. in your name Amen