Dear God
I am so incredibly heartbroken. it is hard to function. i cant even say how i feel except i know that i am ripped apart. lord. help me. please heal me. please please. i thought you were going to balance out the suffering i had last year.. please lord PLEASE heal me. heal me fast please ive put way too much time and energy into this and i have put too many tears to waste... help me. and help me meet someone new quickly. please lord. please help me and save me

amen.