Well being New Years Eve I thought I should put up an update,...My husband ended up leaving that other woman and coming home for his son.I needed the help with finances and our son needed to learn to at least be civil to his father.

We are getting along somewhat better,....but its effort on my end I believe.Im trying to show him how things have changed here. I keep forgetting hes not here for me so I get hurt by expecting comments or actions that arent being taken. I didnt understand why he wouldnt sleep with me,....I felt like we should be close in order to repair damage. It was about anything else but he doesnt feel like that. Im not sure how this is going to turn out. I think hes happy hes here though, and I think we are too for the most part.

God is working slowly and that is ok. Helping me adjust to whatever outcome I believe to be able to handle him being here or walking out again. Im much stronger than I was and I have a new found faith,...heres to nothing but good things for all in 2010!!