Lord I pray that faith in u will get me thru today and all those who doubt I can do this, please bless them as I know it is only their own insecurities that is making them say that kind of stuff to me. I don't need that Lord, please bless them and take that burden off of me. Please help me today Lord, I know it will get done, I am just unsure how it will get done. Please bless Ed as well. I do wish him well, I still love him and I'm still so upset it didn't work out with him and I being one of the strongest couples ever. Lord, maybe one day he will tell me what I did wrong and why he would talk to others and not me. Lord please take that burden from me as well. Please help me get through today, to finish packing and to move on to the next phase in our lives.
I love you lord - please help me find my way.
Amen