I have lost my children when they were young. my oldest boy just turned 18. I always thought he was the one that was going to get ahold of me. I still have not heard from him. it makes me very sad. this is also the month that they were taken away. I am on the edge of a nervous break down because this depression is kicking my behind. I am having a hard time dealing with this and the health issues I have been having. Lord I need u too pick me up and carry me thru this. lord if its meant to be please have him call me. I also ask that prayer be sent out to my other three youngsters. they are feeling this pain. thanks for the prayer